you having none of the fame of someone half your age
Kathryn Fitzpatrick | Fall 2022
you having none of the fame of someone half your age
your grandma’s winning smile mixed with your mother’s rage
think you’re the main character, then spend all day in your bed
avoid telling your therapist about the voices in your head
spending hours in dbt and still hurting your friends
a tumblr search in the fifth grade now a goal weight at 110
hours on wikipedia, not knowing your own mom
spend all day on your makeup just to sit alone at prom
binge watch forensic files, purge your dinner plate
blaming everyone around you for problems you create
keto diet pro tips that feel like a foreign tongue
getting a good feeling at the expense of your lungs
the culmination of it all hurts more than i can say
fighting all the feelings i got when i learned to pray
ache inside my heart as you look at me like a crime
always promise to myself it will be the last time